Cherilyn’s Privacy.

Damn. I really want to ask again, why in the world would someone gave up the idea of creating a time machine? This stink. I would love to go back in time when I was a young girl, maybe primary school. Only then I would not have any problems to think about, to ponder like I am wondering right now. This sucks, you know. It really does. Family? Would it be as a whole again, or maybe I’m just standing alone, by myself? Friends? Would anyone actually stand by me whenever or whatever that has happened at it’s worse scenario? Yes, maybe just at the begining. Relationship? I don’t trust, I don’t love. School? The worse has happened, what else is there to say? Then again, I’ve got no reason to be angry with God.. But one thing, am i actually on the right track of life where I am suppose to be? I don’t know. Stinking shit, crap.

Didn’t go to school today. Not intentionally, but was super tired. Woke up at 12, met Rina to chill, and headed to school for exam with a lot to think about. Exam- I don’t understand why would my mind actually be blank at that moment, damn. Anyway, I met Eileen after that, was super late! Went to see the Fred Perry shoes that i wanted to get. And headed to Subway for dinner. Talked crap, and took a few photos on her phone. Walked around and nua at Heeren, and we both went home.

And great, I’ve just recieved bad news. ): The Fred Perry that I wanted to get is out of stock. And they left with the white one, oh what the crap. I need shoes to make me feel happy. Now what? This is shit.

I need to pour it out.
But I don’t know where to start.