Bye, i’m leaving you here. I’m moving back to bs. I want to throw my past away. There’s so much thing i want to say, but there’s something in me that made me feel that i shouldn’t. Okay, whatever. Bye wordpress.

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mummy’s birthday is today! (: & i love you.

Damn, super sian to update -.- & still i feel like changing back to blogspot, or maybe to a whole new concept, lj?

I always thought I’m mechanic, but hey machines need their breaks too right? Damn. I need good rest, good. Shut up with all your nonsense. Adults, they’re so immature but why are they adults? I guess age doesn’t define if you’re mature or not. How ironic can that be? I hate home.

Thanks baby ♥

Largest cluster of H1n1, Republic Polytechnic. -.- First day, thursday.

Second day. Maths, damn I forgot all about standard deviation!! I need to brush up.. Sigh, UT is next week, how great is it? D: I’m in the library, suppose to be studying, but I’m just too distracted.. Please, help me concentrateeeee!

So bored.. So bored.. So bored..

I need you. ♥

As promised, Wika’s birthday photos! Sweetie, you’re 17th! And I hope we did give you a surprise with the sprays, balloons, cake, people who you thought wouldn’t be there but was there, the big card/board, the steamboat, everything. I’m glad you’re happy. (: Picturessss.

The rest of the pictures are in Jess’s, Wika’s and Ailin’s camera.

Went out with Ali, Ira and Yang yesterday to do eLearning, ended up not doing, just took it from a friend, without editing, and send. Haha. Walked around esplanade, peni, and went to the toilet 3 times. Eh it’s countable, at least you know. Watched ‘I love you, man’ with them, and went peni for Ali’s matrep pants. Haha! Ira and I had subway for lunch, and both of the guys had swensons, we just munched desserts, which are awesome can. Haha.

So bored now, doing eLearning shit.

I’ve asked myself one thing,
just to make sure i’m on the right track..
Seventy-threeeeeee; ♥

A week has passed. The whole year ones in RP has been quarantined for a week! We’ll only be starting school on this coming Thursday, damn. The worse is, there are like 51 cases in RP already. Are they freaking going to extend the ‘holidays’? Sigh, dear God I pray..

Will upload wika’s birthday celebration pictures soon. (: Meeting Ali, Ira and Yang tomorrow! Goodnight guys.

Seventy-four more days..

It is passed midnight, it’s not Monday anymore. But who cares?

Anyway, had the Monday blues. ): But I must say i’m really quite happy working with Ali as a team for today’s problem. He isn’t as bad as what he has been describing of himself. In fact, I think he did quite well even though he was a little bit nervous. (: *claps* Class was again boring, webcam-ed with Meichuin!

This is how I actually pass my day in school today! Haha. After class today, met Jess, walked around Causeway Point to look for some stuff while waiting for Moon to come over to have Sakura with us as planned earlier. Talk and talk while eating. There were so many to talk about in fact, we talked till around 10.30pm. Pictures are all in Jess’s camera! (: After that nua at starbucks, and met Joyce to go home together. Home sweet home at 11 plus.

Red Alert: 2 suspected cases of H1N1 in RP, how great is that? -.-

Do take good care of yourself  ♥
Ha, but who am i to tell you this?
Goodnight.

Skipped school on friday, went for Cell camp. Games went smoothly as Grace and me planned, before hand, and modifying on the day itself. Haha, but still, it went smoothly, and i’m sure the girls who went did enjoy themselves. (: The night games were awesome, i could really feel it. Photos are up at facebook already! (: Barbeque night was a little spoilt, because of the rain. But however, we did get the food cooked, and we’ve enjoyed ourselves!

Was blog hopping till i came across Weijin’s blog. There’s this song that strucked me. And well, the lyrics are meaningful. And for you know who, if you’re reading this- here. Jonas brothers ft. Miley cyrus; Before the storm.

I know this isn’t what I wanted
I never thought it’d come this far
Just thinking back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are

We were young and times were easy
But I could see it’s not the same
I’m standing here but you don’t see me
I’d give it all for that to change

And I don’t want to lose her
Don’t wanna let her go

I’m standing out in the rain
I need to know if it’s over
Cause I will leave you alone
Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I’ll never hold her
Like I did before the storm (yeah)
Before the storm

With every strike of lightning
Comes a memory that lasts
And not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash

Maybe I should give up

I’m standing out in the rain
I need to know if it’s over
Cause I will leave you alone
Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I’ll never hold her
Like I did before the storm

Trying to keep the lights from going out
And the clouds from ripping out my broken heart
We always say
A heart is not a whole
Without the one who gets you through the storm

Standing out in the rain
Knowing that’s it really over
Please don’t leave me alone
I’m flooded with all this pain,
knowing that I’ll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm

Yeah
Like I did before
The storm…

How great it is to want to sleep, yet you can’t. Sleepless nights, i need to get something done. This isn’t the right way, come on. I need more rest, I pray for it. Please, I don’t like it this way. I want to be a pig.

I need the outdoors. Cell camp is tomorrow! Yippee! Bye. I’ve got no mood leh.

Damn. I really want to ask again, why in the world would someone gave up the idea of creating a time machine? This stink. I would love to go back in time when I was a young girl, maybe primary school. Only then I would not have any problems to think about, to ponder like I am wondering right now. This sucks, you know. It really does. Family? Would it be as a whole again, or maybe I’m just standing alone, by myself? Friends? Would anyone actually stand by me whenever or whatever that has happened at it’s worse scenario? Yes, maybe just at the begining. Relationship? I don’t trust, I don’t love. School? The worse has happened, what else is there to say? Then again, I’ve got no reason to be angry with God.. But one thing, am i actually on the right track of life where I am suppose to be? I don’t know. Stinking shit, crap.

Didn’t go to school today. Not intentionally, but was super tired. Woke up at 12, met Rina to chill, and headed to school for exam with a lot to think about. Exam- I don’t understand why would my mind actually be blank at that moment, damn. Anyway, I met Eileen after that, was super late! Went to see the Fred Perry shoes that i wanted to get. And headed to Subway for dinner. Talked crap, and took a few photos on her phone. Walked around and nua at Heeren, and we both went home.

And great, I’ve just recieved bad news. ): The Fred Perry that I wanted to get is out of stock. And they left with the white one, oh what the crap. I need shoes to make me feel happy. Now what? This is shit.

I need to pour it out.
But I don’t know where to start.